Tuesday, June 23, 2009

I laugh

I laugh in the face of adversity.

I laugh because I am in His Presence

I laugh about the days to come.

I laugh about all He's done.

I laugh due to enlightening knowledge.

I laugh because of wisdom.

I laugh even when it hurts.

I laugh sometimes through the tears.

I laugh because God is God.

I laugh because the problems are too small.

I laugh before my King.

I laugh because of a new season.

I laugh because I know,

right now, through and at the end of it all,

I will be laughing.

Job 8:21 "He will yet fill your mouth with laughter
and your lips with rejoicing"


Friday, June 05, 2009

Wind in my hair

Need to let loose a few things I have been thinking about so here goes:


Sometimes we try too hard to be the best at everything that we don't enjoy the process of becoming all that we can be. Sometimes we put too much on others that it stops us from enjoying the little they offer us.


One minute your world makes no sense without them, the next you wanna tear them apart with your bare hands if it were possible that the police wouldn't trace them to you. You wonder why you have family or are in love with that person that seems to pierce the very nerve that makes you go up the wall. Why do you love them again? Like seriously, why?! Then you realize, oh yea, you love them... Vicious cycle.


I think of people who have succeeded in their ministry or calling in life and I want to be like them. I hope I can stand in the hall of the Pauls and Peters when I stand before my Father. I don't want to be one of those who bring shame to the gospel. But it is not to him who runs or wills, but of God who shows mercy, and He who started a great work in me, is able to complete and perfect it.


I am grateful for all the things God is doing in my life. A tell it all post will come soon. Some day :)

(Never give up on what God tells you)